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Hello guys . Yes , its me again ! ^^ Starting this post by posting a thai song by Olives ._. This is their new song :3 So kwett once again :3 Hahah ! I like "Book" and "Mook" in this mv . They are like so kwett !
*INSERT LOADS OF HEARTTTSS* Hehehe ... They have another quite old song here too .

In this MV of them , i like "Best" and "Book" . The first two of them . Hahah . kweet die ._. Ya i know , weird right listening to thai song . Hhaha ! But who cares , i like it . And so beautiful . Like their figures :x
Yaya , i'm jealous ok . Because i'm short and fat ! #FUCKMYLIFE . YA ! :(

Ok , hi . I missed my long side fringe . AWW ! :( I really really regret cutting bangs . YA ! #FUCKMYLIFE AGAIN ! ._. LOL . wanna see my bangs photo ? I think better not better uh . Stay tune for more updates and you can see my BANGS PHOTOS ! Excited ? Laughs , IKNOWRIGHT ! :3 Hehehe . Ohmygawd .
Why am i so mean ._. Hahahh ! I'm like talking to myself uh . Like a suffer from depression only . haah !
So what did i do today ? Hmm ...
After last night i've updated my blog for like don't know how many million years . After that i didn't sleep for the whole day till morning , baby came to my house . Cooked for him and chitchat in my room , watched show on my phone using PPS :) And then mummy came home . And i went to bathe and then went Rivervale Mall with baby to Daiso . Bought new NAIL POLISHES ! AHHH ! #HAPPYGIRL96 ! Ya , i'm mad . HAHA . So after that went to eat lunch KFC with baby . And then baby sent me home and baby went to find his friends . I'M ALONE AGAIN ! #FOREVERALONE ! Ya , pathetic right . MWAHAHA . I'M MAD . Ya , yes i am . Ok why am i talking to myself .

Ok , so currently i'm listening to this song and moving left and right like a mad women ! LOL . Ok , i'm really cray now ! *LOVING YOU TOO MUCH , SO MUCH , VERY MUCH RIGHT NOW* OhYEAH ! ._.
So i'm blogging now , ok that is so obvious . Laughs . I'm so bored . Woke up at 1.30am just now . "1.30AM" HOR ! HOW TO SLEEP NOW ! SADDDDGIRL96 LAAAA ! ;( Ok , whatever . So currently whatsapping with baby now :) Hmm , baby say he's going bring  me go seat Singapore flyer soon ._.
#EXCITEDGIRL96 ! You Mei You ! HHAHAHAH ! Ok , so now i'm gonna end this post with my UGLY FACE . No , must have more self confident , Ending this post with my PRETTY , CUTE AND CHUBBY FACE ! ;3
Ok whatever , i am just kidding uh ^^

#HAIRBLOWLIKEAMADWOMEN ! #HAPPYGIRL96 ! HAHAHAHAH ! BAI GUYS ! STAY TUNE FOR MORE POST <: LOVE YOU ! ._.

Finally know .

Hello everybody . Yes its me . Its been so long since i updated my blog . The reason why i decided to blog again is because i've been so stressed recently . Actually not recently , its few months back . Hmm , many things happened in my life . I felt so hopeless , feeling so down , wondering to myself , why am i born in the first place when god have no plans for me . Yea i know you all may thinking how stupid am i to depend on god . Yea , i tried depending on myself . But i failed , that's why i depend on god . But he didnt hear me at all . I pray pray pray . Pray that he will give me a better life . A better place to stay . Eventually he still didnt hear me . So , i give up . I don't know how much longer i can keep myself "alive" in this world . I guess i just have to try harder ;)

I am so happy that i had him back . Even though he cant have the same trust he have on me like before but i still got to say that i'm very happy to have him back . I am so stupid i don't know why i left him for that spongebob . Thinking back about it , I felt like i'm being possessed at that time . If time could rewind , i will see how important you are to me . I will listen to you , be your one and only , wouldn't had been such a bitch , hurting you over and over again . I'm wrong . I finally get all my karmas back . I will not complain . Because i love you . I know this three words to you is like bullshits coming out of my mouth . So i've decided after you scolded me for the first time in 2years . You never scold me before . You said because you pampered me too much that's why everything will turn out this way . I know , its my fault . I will face everything . How people judge me , i understand (: All i want now is just be by your side . I don't care what's the reason you patched with me . You wanna play my feelings . You wanna cheat on me . You wanna do the same thing i did to you . Its alright :) I love you , i finally know how much i love you , how much i needed you .
i know saying all these doesn't help anything , time can't be rewind . Everything had alr happened .
I don't beg for a second chance because i don't deserve it . (:

A picture taken when e just patched . 

That's all for today . (:

There's always happiness around you :)

Hey guys ! Its been so long since my last blog post uhs .
So yesterday its baby's first day of work around orchard :) And he's doing well but the bad news is , the red line of the MRT had broke down :( Going anywhere is a problem uhs ...

Yesterday went bugis with Laina and Jialuo :) Took Neo-prints and went to Sakae-Sushi and eat :)

It was fun :) Hope to go out with them soon :) Listening to Taylor Swift - Mean , now . Love that song soo much ! :)

How was it ? Hahah , nice right ? You should see the lyrics :) You will know what i mean that its nice !~
Her birthday jst past not long only :) Hahah ... She's really sucessful uhs .
How i wish i'm like her ... LOL , Fake ~

There will be a Reunion BBQ / Party tomorrow :)
Gonna meet old friends soon ... Hahahh , and baby's going with me , he took off just to go :) How sweet :)
And there will be an exchange gift thingy taken place :) Hahah ... Great ! ~
I'm waiting for baby to after work and meet him at his house downstair later ... Hahah ! Will be staying at baby's house today :) Hehee , missed him so much ! <:
Love you guys , will talked about the BBQ / Party when i'm free alrights :)
Stay tune :) Nights and ciaos :/

Shanny , love you all !

"God bless this happy girl"

Make you glad you came ♥

Morning people , Do you miss me ? Lols , i guess not ...
Slept at 8pm yesterday and i woke up at 5.45am just now :) Hahahah , early birds :) I'm bored so here i am , blogging . Haha ...
And yea , the guy i'm hugging so tightly , he's my Boyfriend <: Teehee ... If he see this i guess he's gonna kill me :x Because he dont like to take photos yet i still post up on blog to post :/ LOL !
So this photo was taken at VivoCity where there's a road / bridge that takes you to sentosa :)
Don't see we sweet sweet like that , actually we always quarrel over small things :/ Hahaha ! But most of the times i admit that he's sweet la :/ We can be very cruel with each other at times . When i say very it means VERYY ~~ we pulled each other hair and stuffs like scratching each other , beating each other head and we even slapped one another when we're quarreling and fighting :/ I know what you guys are thinking la , you must be thinking " Oh my god , this kind of boyfriend also have uhs ?!! "
Hmm , there's a thing that you guys don't know . altough we always fight like that but he's the one that always get beaten by me real hard :/ Why did i say that , because i know he love me so he always never used his FULL strength on me :/ Hahahahah !~
I love him alot ~ ♥

This was taken at Labrator Park with Roxanne and Hubby :) Hahahah , love him so much ..
Don't mind his naked upper body and his skinny body :/ LOL ! Hahahah , oh my god , pray that he won't be reading this ~ If not i sure got nagged by him about the Skinny body :/ Heheee ...
Meeting him later on in the noon :) Because now raining uhs :/ I hate rainy days and plus altough our house is so fucking near each other but ...... NO SHELTER ! Arghhhhhhhh !~  Hate it Hate it ! And i miss him already :( I love you my darling ♥

This was taken by me in Sentosa , Palawan beach i think ? Nice right ? Because it was taken by hubby's new phone the iphone 4s :) Really nice ... I hope i can change on too :/ But daddy still say cannot yet . Grr !

So now i'm ending my post with this lovely picture on top :) And i'm going to start continue watching my Ghost whisperer Season 4 on Funshion now :) Love you guys , Have a Great day ahead :D

Shanny , love you all ! ♥

"God bless this lonely girl"

Cute little things are always better than Nightmares ! :(

THEY ARE SOOOOOO CUTE RIGHT ?!!!!! The person that dyed them confirm spent alot of money on them :) Haahahha , oh my god , i want one :/
Ohya' guys ! Hi again ~ Hahah , are you thinking to yourself "why are you posting again ?"
Lemme tell you ok , i had a NIGHTMARE !!!!!!~ Terrible nightmare ... Grrr !
Ok , so now i'm gonna to tell you what i've dreamt , be patience and understanding please , i blogged about this because i feel uneasy and i can't sleep . And i've forgot some of it ok , so don't complain :)
My nightmare goes like this .......

I slept at 7plus going 8pm i think , i was so tired i dont know why .. I was watching ghost whisperer then so i think that's the reason why i'm so tired . So i straight away K.O-ed on my bed ...
Then my nightmare starts , it was so calm , quiet and happy at the beginning when i'm running on field of blue and violet roses ... LOL i know it sounded dramatic but its true ok ~
Then all of a sudden , that image disappear and guess what i'm in a school that look like a hospital . That school was big !! And have lots of student , i dont know why , they can't see me ...So i continue walking and then i came to this room full of students that act like patients .. is like i teleport around ~
then there was this guy that could see me , i ask him where am i he don't wanna tell me , is like he can't talk so i kept quiet and i turn away . And when i thought of trying it again to ask him where am i , the moment i turn back ..... guess what i saw .... Freaking disgusting , i still can remember the image in my mind now ... EEWWW ~
His neck had been cut and there were just a few meat left at his neck to keep his head supported :/ What the Fuck , i can't believe it and i was like screaming and i don't know what to do !!!!
Then suddenly became brave i walked over and ask him "are you ok ? How can i help you ?"
And he still didn't reply me ~ Then something happen really fast and its GROSSED !!!! He put his two hands on his face and he ripped off the skins on his face !!! Oh my god , i cried in my dream , screaming screaming and screaming !!!!! And when i ran out of that room or classroom i'm not sure anymore , everyone was staring at me holding the surgery knife ... I kept running and running and running and i saw this girl , she looks familiar to me but i don't know where have we met before . But everyone calls her AdelynnHosehbo' , What the fuck really and everyone was like "Slap your mother uhs ?! Rude to your mother uh ?!!! You are going to pay back !" And she just stared at then and walk away like she don't even fucking care la ! But the thing is , i can confirm she's not AdelynnHosehbo because she was plum and quite fat . So i really not sure la ...
Then suddenly i teleport back home ~ Wah i felt relieve and i don't know why suddenly i'm so hardworking i went to washed the toilet ~ What the fuck ~ No one was at home ~ Then suddenly when i'm washing the toilet i put alot of bleach into the toilet bowl i also don't know why and what i'm doing . Is like my hands can move by itselves :/
Then someone pushed me from behind and i fell to the ground , guessed who i saw again -.- The guy that ripped his own face off ~ He dragged me by the hair and put my head into that toilet bowl . I was like Screaming and Struggling and then when i can't breath I WOKE UP !~ i was so happy ... but then i cant sleep  i woke up at 1.30am . So now i'm blogging this ~ God , i'm freak out by it you know !

Ok guys , you had heard my nightmare and those of you if you're reading this . I'm sorry if i've made you uneasy and for some of you if you think this was a joke then please keep it to yourself . You're not that perfect either . And humans do have nightmares sometimes ~ :) So thanks !
Ok , to make the post not to be so creepy i'm gonna show you a picture ~

TaaaaaDaaaahhhh ~~~ They are cute right ?! I want one too :( Thats sad my daddy says i've have lots of toys already and because i'mma big girl now ~ So sad ~ I wish i got one on my birthday !!~ Heehee ...
Who's the kind soul that willing to buy for me ? :/

And i saw this ! HAHAAHAHHAHAHAH ! Ridiculous really , who they hell put my boyfriend's name ?!
WSH nation ?!!!! Its my BOYFRIENDS Chinese name !!!!! HAAHHAAH ! Really i was laughing like a mad women ~ JeremyWSH nation ~ Or did my boyfriend runs a company and he didn't told me about it ~ LOLOLOL !!!

So ok , thanks guys for reading my post and having all the patience :) Hahahha , for those who didn't read but came here just to see photos , i hope you like them :) Hahahah !~
I'm here ending my post with this lovely picture ~ LOL , love you guys alot !~ Stay tune for more ok !~

Shanny , love all of you !


"God Bless This Girl That Had Just Been Waken Up By A Terrifying Nightmare"

Hey ! I'm back ! :)

Hi guys , how are you doing ? I created a new blog because i'm bored at the other one and its because i'm gonna start afresh :) The other one will be kept as memories for me :) Hahah ... So what are you guys up to during this 2month of holidays ? :)

I thought it will be fun for me during this 2months of holidays but i found out that there's no where to go in singapore anymore . The places that i want to explore i've already explored . the places that i wanted to go , i've already went . But i found out , the places that i always wanted to go , there were too EXPENSIVE !!!~
Arghhhh ~ Damn it ... Money is really a big problem hurh :(
I have lots of places that i want to go .. Universal Studio , i know you guys must be thinking , "Are you kidding me ?! You never been there before ?!!" Oh yes ... I'm not as rich as you guys so shut up alrights ..~
Hmm let me see what other places ... Oh ya' The Singapore Flyer . Great i know what you guys are thinking .
"What the fuck ?! Are you serious ?! Are you really that broke ?!"
HAHAH ! Actually i have the chance to go there but i've missed it :( Because that day my family were going but i havw something on which i've forgotten what it is . So , i didnt went :(( I regretted ~
So i kept talking about Singapore flyer infront of my lovely boyfriend ~ Wish he would go sit with me . But its impossible ~ Hahah , he dont like this kind of things :( I've already told him i will pay for the tickets but he still say "Aiyoh ~ Why waste your money on this kind of things ~" Tsktsk ... Sometimes i really cannot Tahan him ...

Hey guys , i havent finish making my blog ok . So i'm sorry if it's too plain :x Just wait awhile more .. Because i'm so lazy to make so many things at one time ! Ohya' Just now i watched one very nice show called the 白蛇传说 , i tell you guys , the show ... TOUCHING AND NICE ! It makes you cry like your whole house is going to flood :P Do go and watch alright ~ :)
I guess i've come to the end of this post ~ I'm going to watch my Ghost whisper now , the newest season because i haven't got the time to watch ! :) Seeing this movie really gave me lots of memories back then :)
I still remembered when i was around 9years old , ghost whisper always starts at 11pm on friday . And i alwasy watch it with my daddy :) Aww , memories memories ~ I miss those times when me and daddy were so close :( Stay tune , next post i will be talking about my daddy ^^ 




Shanny , loves you :) 


"God Bless this lonely girl"