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Hello guys . Yes , its me again ! ^^ Starting this post by posting a thai song by Olives ._. This is their new song :3 So kwett once again :3 Hahah ! I like "Book" and "Mook" in this mv . They are like so kwett !
*INSERT LOADS OF HEARTTTSS* Hehehe ... They have another quite old song here too .

In this MV of them , i like "Best" and "Book" . The first two of them . Hahah . kweet die ._. Ya i know , weird right listening to thai song . Hhaha ! But who cares , i like it . And so beautiful . Like their figures :x
Yaya , i'm jealous ok . Because i'm short and fat ! #FUCKMYLIFE . YA ! :(

Ok , hi . I missed my long side fringe . AWW ! :( I really really regret cutting bangs . YA ! #FUCKMYLIFE AGAIN ! ._. LOL . wanna see my bangs photo ? I think better not better uh . Stay tune for more updates and you can see my BANGS PHOTOS ! Excited ? Laughs , IKNOWRIGHT ! :3 Hehehe . Ohmygawd .
Why am i so mean ._. Hahahh ! I'm like talking to myself uh . Like a suffer from depression only . haah !
So what did i do today ? Hmm ...
After last night i've updated my blog for like don't know how many million years . After that i didn't sleep for the whole day till morning , baby came to my house . Cooked for him and chitchat in my room , watched show on my phone using PPS :) And then mummy came home . And i went to bathe and then went Rivervale Mall with baby to Daiso . Bought new NAIL POLISHES ! AHHH ! #HAPPYGIRL96 ! Ya , i'm mad . HAHA . So after that went to eat lunch KFC with baby . And then baby sent me home and baby went to find his friends . I'M ALONE AGAIN ! #FOREVERALONE ! Ya , pathetic right . MWAHAHA . I'M MAD . Ya , yes i am . Ok why am i talking to myself .

Ok , so currently i'm listening to this song and moving left and right like a mad women ! LOL . Ok , i'm really cray now ! *LOVING YOU TOO MUCH , SO MUCH , VERY MUCH RIGHT NOW* OhYEAH ! ._.
So i'm blogging now , ok that is so obvious . Laughs . I'm so bored . Woke up at 1.30am just now . "1.30AM" HOR ! HOW TO SLEEP NOW ! SADDDDGIRL96 LAAAA ! ;( Ok , whatever . So currently whatsapping with baby now :) Hmm , baby say he's going bring  me go seat Singapore flyer soon ._.
#EXCITEDGIRL96 ! You Mei You ! HHAHAHAH ! Ok , so now i'm gonna end this post with my UGLY FACE . No , must have more self confident , Ending this post with my PRETTY , CUTE AND CHUBBY FACE ! ;3
Ok whatever , i am just kidding uh ^^

#HAIRBLOWLIKEAMADWOMEN ! #HAPPYGIRL96 ! HAHAHAHAH ! BAI GUYS ! STAY TUNE FOR MORE POST <: LOVE YOU ! ._.

Finally know .

Hello everybody . Yes its me . Its been so long since i updated my blog . The reason why i decided to blog again is because i've been so stressed recently . Actually not recently , its few months back . Hmm , many things happened in my life . I felt so hopeless , feeling so down , wondering to myself , why am i born in the first place when god have no plans for me . Yea i know you all may thinking how stupid am i to depend on god . Yea , i tried depending on myself . But i failed , that's why i depend on god . But he didnt hear me at all . I pray pray pray . Pray that he will give me a better life . A better place to stay . Eventually he still didnt hear me . So , i give up . I don't know how much longer i can keep myself "alive" in this world . I guess i just have to try harder ;)

I am so happy that i had him back . Even though he cant have the same trust he have on me like before but i still got to say that i'm very happy to have him back . I am so stupid i don't know why i left him for that spongebob . Thinking back about it , I felt like i'm being possessed at that time . If time could rewind , i will see how important you are to me . I will listen to you , be your one and only , wouldn't had been such a bitch , hurting you over and over again . I'm wrong . I finally get all my karmas back . I will not complain . Because i love you . I know this three words to you is like bullshits coming out of my mouth . So i've decided after you scolded me for the first time in 2years . You never scold me before . You said because you pampered me too much that's why everything will turn out this way . I know , its my fault . I will face everything . How people judge me , i understand (: All i want now is just be by your side . I don't care what's the reason you patched with me . You wanna play my feelings . You wanna cheat on me . You wanna do the same thing i did to you . Its alright :) I love you , i finally know how much i love you , how much i needed you .
i know saying all these doesn't help anything , time can't be rewind . Everything had alr happened .
I don't beg for a second chance because i don't deserve it . (:

A picture taken when e just patched . 

That's all for today . (: